You encounter many different personalities along the way. Until recently, I "hated" on personalities who were opposite of my own. I guess this is slightly natural, but I carried it too far. Due to my low self-esteem, insecurities, and jealousy, all I could do was hate to make myself feel better. I am quite passive by nature and I despised assertive people. I had it in my head that they were immoral and take advantage of people and the system. They break rules and cut corners. I vowed never to be like them and pledged myself to join the battle of good (me) vs evil (them). Yes, a little over the top, I know. But nowadays I have a healthier mindset. I see people are different and can actually gain from other's thinking and methodology. I feel lighter without all the negative baggage and am actually adding to my own game.
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